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I've been having an odd pain in my foot, intermittently, for about... 5 weeks now. At first, it was steady, then it left, then it has been around at least 50% of the time. It kind of feels like I'm being stung by a wasp, but there is no insect biting me.
Yesterday, I noticed that it hurt a bit (in the same place) when I walked, but only for about 30 seconds. Then it seemed to "work out." But I still have the intermittent discomfort.
And start thinking...
... maybe it is thyroid cancer, maybe it has metastasized to my bones, maybe I need to get my foot cut off, too, but if I wait, soon it will be my whole leg, but I don't want to know...
Yeah. I may be outwardly calm - but obviously, I'm freaking out on the inside.
Tuesday better get here soon. But it should stay away forever. I'm torn. I want this over with... yet I don't want it at all. But I have to do it. Unless I want to go against all medical advice... which would be stupid.
I just want this over with.
I've been having an odd pain in my foot, intermittently, for about... 5 weeks now. At first, it was steady, then it left, then it has been around at least 50% of the time. It kind of feels like I'm being stung by a wasp, but there is no insect biting me.
Yesterday, I noticed that it hurt a bit (in the same place) when I walked, but only for about 30 seconds. Then it seemed to "work out." But I still have the intermittent discomfort.
And start thinking...
... maybe it is thyroid cancer, maybe it has metastasized to my bones, maybe I need to get my foot cut off, too, but if I wait, soon it will be my whole leg, but I don't want to know...
Yeah. I may be outwardly calm - but obviously, I'm freaking out on the inside.
Tuesday better get here soon. But it should stay away forever. I'm torn. I want this over with... yet I don't want it at all. But I have to do it. Unless I want to go against all medical advice... which would be stupid.
I just want this over with.