Thanks for the support. I feel rather lost right now. But things can't go on like they are. I refuse to be this unhappy, and we've tried for 2 years to make it better without success, even with therapy.

My parents are unhappy, angry, arguing old people who stay together because they have too much stuff, and it would be too hard to start over at their age. I refuse to be like them. It would be easier to be alone.

Although it's scary.