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[sgorny]

What do you do when you realize that several chapters of your life are likely coming to an end at the same time? Job, personal life... and you just want to get in your car and drive away until you don't remember your problems any more?

I love my house, I love the people I work with, I love my sports car - yet I may be losing them all within 1-3 months.

I feel overwhelmed, yet I feel... oddly free.

God, I almost wish everything was decided, because this up-in-the-air stuff is killing me.

And everything will work out, because it always does. One way or the other. Right?

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[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the support. I feel rather lost right now. But things can't go on like they are. I refuse to be this unhappy, and we've tried for 2 years to make it better without success, even with therapy.

My parents are unhappy, angry, arguing old people who stay together because they have too much stuff, and it would be too hard to start over at their age. I refuse to be like them. It would be easier to be alone.

Although it's scary.

[xoverau.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey. *hugs* Sounds like you've tried everything you can try. You know you're not alone, right?

[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

I know... I just feel that way. But you and everyone else are helping me to feel stronger and more resolute that I will be happy again.