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[sgorny]

What do you do when you realize that several chapters of your life are likely coming to an end at the same time? Job, personal life... and you just want to get in your car and drive away until you don't remember your problems any more?

I love my house, I love the people I work with, I love my sports car - yet I may be losing them all within 1-3 months.

I feel overwhelmed, yet I feel... oddly free.

God, I almost wish everything was decided, because this up-in-the-air stuff is killing me.

And everything will work out, because it always does. One way or the other. Right?

Comments

[jenepherre.livejournal.com]

So should I still send your cd to the address you gave me? 'Cause it's your work address, right?

I see you've gotten a number of the songs I'm sending you, but... I already burned the disk, so you'll just have to put up with getting some of them twice. :-)

And yes, everything will work out, one way or another. Try and just go with the flow for now...

[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

Yeah, the work address will be the same for at least a month, and even after that, I can get mail there.


I'm usually very positive - it's just so many changes are hard to take. I feel a bit beaten down. But I know everything will work out, one way or the other. It has to.

[xoverau.livejournal.com]

It's really nerve-wracking when things are up in the air. I think everyone prefers when it's decided. *hugs*

[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the support. I feel rather lost right now. But things can't go on like they are. I refuse to be this unhappy, and we've tried for 2 years to make it better without success, even with therapy.

My parents are unhappy, angry, arguing old people who stay together because they have too much stuff, and it would be too hard to start over at their age. I refuse to be like them. It would be easier to be alone.

Although it's scary.

[xoverau.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey. *hugs* Sounds like you've tried everything you can try. You know you're not alone, right?

[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

I know... I just feel that way. But you and everyone else are helping me to feel stronger and more resolute that I will be happy again.

[andtheafterglow.livejournal.com]

right.. i'm sorry to hear that things are so crazy/possibly bad for you, but i'm glad you have such a good attitude about it.. that will help see you through.. good luck! you know we're all here if you need to talk!

xoxo.

[thanks-thankyou.livejournal.com]

You could always hop in said sports car, and come to Toronto for total QAF party year with me *wink wink*

[qafhappy.livejournal.com]

You know, I was considering that!

Actually, I figured if it all went to hell, I lost the house, the car, and the job, and had to start over... I'd take the winter off, go stay with my parents in Mexico for a few months, and then sublet an apartment in TO for a month in... Feb or March?... to catch the end of S5 filming.

Me, to the Customs people "No, really. I'm American, but I've been staying in Mexico for a few months, now I'm here for a month, then back to the US (or Mexico). No, no, I'm not a drug runner!"

[thanks-thankyou.livejournal.com]

Great idea. Have some fun. Although, I certainly don't want you to lose everything. But I'll back you up with Customs :D Just smile a lot....they love that ;)

[just-for-kicks.livejournal.com]

I hate to pull out cliches, especially since you don't know me so this just sounds really presumptuous, but everything happens for a reason, yeah? In the end, everything will work out for the best. It has no choice but to :)

[stevenghost.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you've been having a really rough time. :/ I'm sorry nothing is going your way (I know, it's probably a major understatement). I wish I could offer some more support besides "I'm sorry" and "I hope things get better." If you need to let off steam or anything at all, feel free to IM me or email me. iamnotfearless@aol.com