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Tomorrow's the big day. In 19 1/2 16 hours, I'll be under the knife - for the first time. I'm trying not to think about it, only about the 2 Valium they're going to give me when I get there to get me calm. Then I'm going to sleep, and when I wake up, I'll deal with whatever I have to deal with.
*feels sick*
*feels sick*
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I'll be thinking of you.
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Damn, they are beautiful!
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But I'll take the naughty vibes!
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Good luck -- and ask for drugs!
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It'll be fine, really. Go find some smut and take your mind off things.
BTW I really do the deep breathing, not quite meditating stuff and it help mes stay calm. Basically you just kinda zone out and focus only on breathing in and out in a nice slow pace. I kinda say inside my head. "breathe in, breathe out." At the same time I focus on how my body feels as I breath and only that. If I feel my anxiety level start to rise or my mind wandering to what if, I refocus and breathe. Mutter it under your breathe if need be. When I worked in the hospital I had GLITTER WANDS I use to use to give kids something to focus on. I still have a small key chain one that I sometimes take with me to doctors appointments.
Okay that's my boring tip for the day. Seriously, you''l be find and I'll be sending good vibes your way.
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Don't be scurred. I bet it'll be fine!!
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It'll go just fine!
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*hugs*
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Thinking of you.
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<3333 Thinkin' of ya.