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sgorny (qafhappy) ([personal profile] sgorny) wrote2005-08-01 05:35 pm

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Tomorrow's the big day. In 19 1/2 16 hours, I'll be under the knife - for the first time. I'm trying not to think about it, only about the 2 Valium they're going to give me when I get there to get me calm. Then I'm going to sleep, and when I wake up, I'll deal with whatever I have to deal with.

*feels sick*

[identity profile] quinn222.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

I'll be thinking of you.

[identity profile] equusentric.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
You'll be fine! {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

[identity profile] ozbrat.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Best wishes Susan. Any kind of operation is scary but hang in there, you'll be fine :)

[identity profile] itsjustkristen.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Take care, I'll be thinking of you. When you can, let us know how you are.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/bliss_/ 2005-08-02 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

[identity profile] damietta.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
Sending good energy your way, Susan.

[identity profile] sandid.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Sending good thoughts your way....

[identity profile] darksylvia.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
I know it's useless to tell you not to think about it, but, DISTRACTION! That is the key.
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[identity profile] qafhappy.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
I know! I went to see Mr & Mrs Smith today. It definitely took my mind off it for 2 hours!

Damn, they are beautiful!

[identity profile] teary-eyed2.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure you want my vibes (since I've been through this shit already) but I'll certainly send good thoughts (or naughty ones if you prefer ;)).
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[identity profile] qafhappy.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
*is worried*

But I'll take the naughty vibes!

[identity profile] s2097794.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Best of luck. I hope everything turns out ok. *hugs*

[identity profile] gaedhal.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
Mine's in 2 weeks!

Good luck -- and ask for drugs!
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[identity profile] qafhappy.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Best of luck to you... and I'm definitely asking for drugs. In fact, I get 2 Valium as soon as they check me in. And they can't come soon enough...

[identity profile] mclachlan.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
OMG! ::holds you close:: You'll be okay.

[identity profile] sapphire9977.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm thinking of you! I know you'll come out better than new! *BIG HUGS!!!!*

[identity profile] mi-nion.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
You know I didn't realize this was you first surgery. No wonder you're nervous.
It'll be fine, really. Go find some smut and take your mind off things.
BTW I really do the deep breathing, not quite meditating stuff and it help mes stay calm. Basically you just kinda zone out and focus only on breathing in and out in a nice slow pace. I kinda say inside my head. "breathe in, breathe out." At the same time I focus on how my body feels as I breath and only that. If I feel my anxiety level start to rise or my mind wandering to what if, I refocus and breathe. Mutter it under your breathe if need be. When I worked in the hospital I had GLITTER WANDS I use to use to give kids something to focus on. I still have a small key chain one that I sometimes take with me to doctors appointments.
Okay that's my boring tip for the day. Seriously, you''l be find and I'll be sending good vibes your way.

[identity profile] beloved4always.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
will be sending positive energy your way Happy (((hugs)))

[identity profile] loverly.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
i mean ♥

[identity profile] eyesfullofhope.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Take care! I'll be thinking about you.

[identity profile] andtheafterglow.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
GOOD LUCK!! we're all thinking of you. ♥

[identity profile] blameitonsciety.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Just wanted to say: good luck with ur surgery! :)

[identity profile] its-ktd.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow ♥

Don't be scurred. I bet it'll be fine!!

[identity profile] severina2001.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you*

[identity profile] luceononuro.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
The walk won't be any less frightening - but I hope it is some comfort that you have so many people wishing you godspeed in your surgery and blessed health in your future ♥

[identity profile] twistinside82.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
Love and luck, Happy. I'll be thinking of you. *hugs*

[identity profile] dawnybee.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
sending you good thoughts and keeping you in my prayers.
It'll go just fine!

[identity profile] weirdqafan.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
I'll definitely be thinking about ya hun. And I hope that all goes well. And that you have nice Valium-induced dreams.
*hugs*

[identity profile] crangirl39.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
Sending good thoughts your way! Gooad Luck

[identity profile] shape5.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
*crossing fingers until further notice*

Thinking of you.

[identity profile] crazy4qaf.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Not that will help you any, but despite everything, try to stay optimistic through the whole ordeal. You know, try to find something happy to think about. And I really, really hope everything will be ok. Support vibes are being sent your way across the ocean, all the way from eastern Europe. *hugs*

[identity profile] seedyapartment.livejournal.com 2005-08-02 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish you the best of luck. :)

<3333 Thinkin' of ya.