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Aug. 1st, 2005 05:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Tomorrow's the big day. In 19 1/2 16 hours, I'll be under the knife - for the first time. I'm trying not to think about it, only about the 2 Valium they're going to give me when I get there to get me calm. Then I'm going to sleep, and when I wake up, I'll deal with whatever I have to deal with.
*feels sick*
*feels sick*
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Date: 2005-08-02 12:37 am (UTC)I'll be thinking of you.
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Date: 2005-08-02 01:46 am (UTC)Damn, they are beautiful!
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Date: 2005-08-02 01:47 am (UTC)But I'll take the naughty vibes!
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Date: 2005-08-02 01:57 am (UTC)Good luck -- and ask for drugs!
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Date: 2005-08-02 02:23 am (UTC)It'll be fine, really. Go find some smut and take your mind off things.
BTW I really do the deep breathing, not quite meditating stuff and it help mes stay calm. Basically you just kinda zone out and focus only on breathing in and out in a nice slow pace. I kinda say inside my head. "breathe in, breathe out." At the same time I focus on how my body feels as I breath and only that. If I feel my anxiety level start to rise or my mind wandering to what if, I refocus and breathe. Mutter it under your breathe if need be. When I worked in the hospital I had GLITTER WANDS I use to use to give kids something to focus on. I still have a small key chain one that I sometimes take with me to doctors appointments.
Okay that's my boring tip for the day. Seriously, you''l be find and I'll be sending good vibes your way.
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Date: 2005-08-02 04:03 am (UTC)Don't be scurred. I bet it'll be fine!!
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Date: 2005-08-02 06:46 am (UTC)It'll go just fine!
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Date: 2005-08-02 07:36 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2005-08-02 01:46 pm (UTC)Thinking of you.
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Date: 2005-08-02 11:38 pm (UTC)<3333 Thinkin' of ya.